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Right now, I'm so frustrated and confused. So this will be a ranting post.

To start with, I will introduce you GATB to Mykell or Kell. He was my Comm arts seatmate last sem and we became close because of that. He's a really cute guy plus he's a cosplayer haha. Anyway, he likes talking to me a lot in comm arts and like squeezing my fat arms and stuff. So yeah. He says cute stuff like "i like page... because i love page....i am awesome that way... page hates me...you're lucky that i love you.." something like that because I don't know why, but it was okay with me cause he's so cute and so I played along. Hahaha. But I don't say anything, I just smile. :D

Then this sem I thought we won't be that close anymore because we're not seatmates but he still treated me the same way so I was happy. Then recently, another classmate of mine whose name is Kenneth, sort of made me his trip too. So he would go near me and pretend to like me and all but I know he's just joking so I just did nothing or just played along. He would ask me on a date and I'll just give him a face. LOL. Obviously, he's joking. He's just doing that cause then Kell would see him and Kell would react and pull me away from Kenneth. So that's how it's been, they would asar each other and 'fight' over me. It was okay with me cause it's amusing. 

And today, Kelly did not acknowledge me at all. He IGNORED ME. I don't know why. So I was a bit sad cause he didn't go near me at all. Anyway, to make the story short Kenneth sort of got mad or  something? Because he said I should've said that I really like Kelly. WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN. ARE YOU MAKING ME CHOOSE?

THIS IS A GAME YOU GUYS STARTED AND NOW YOU'RE BLAMING ME? 

IT IS NOT NICE TO PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS YOU KNOW.  ALL THOSE SWEET TALK AND CUTE JOKES THEY HAVE AN EFFECT ON ME SO WHY ARE YOU BOTH TAKING THIS SERIOUSLY?! UGH. I'M SO FRUSTRATED.

that is all. Wew. Whatever will happen tomorrow whether they ignore me or what. I DO NOT CARE.